​Troy was a man that was extremely good looking but he had severe confidence issues that hampered his ability to have any type of normal relationship. Troy was also addicted to porn but he had become desensitized to it as he had simply watched too much of it. He knew that he needed the real thing but the problem was he couldn't go out with a girl long enough to become intimate with her. This was because by the second date she usually became weirded out by him. She would then go to the washroom and never come back. 

​For some unknown reason to me I found myself walking through a farmer's field in the middle of the night. There was no moon but a blanket of stars overtop of me. It just wasn't black but farm black where the are no lights visible anywhere. There was a silence so still that any movement would simply shatter it. For the first and only time in my life I felt that principle of time being the measurement of motion did not exist. I picked a direction and started to walk. For seemingly forever I walked but I had lost all track of time. I could have been walking for 3 minutes or it could have been three hours. Then I thought I saw a blue light flash before my eyes but then it vanished. I kept walking and soon became exhausted and lay down on the ground and fell asleep.

​After his first sexual adventure Aaron felt not only that he lost his virginity but that he had also lost his innocence. The next day he dumped his girlfriend at the shoe store and started to date one of the strippers. He would go to the strip club nearly every night to watch her dance. Sometimes he was with Z and other times he was by himself. Aaron became jealous because she would take patrons into the same room that they had gone into. She claimed that all she was doing was giving them a lap dance, but he did not believe her. He started to flirt with the other strippers to make her jealous which ended up in a series of one night stands and the eventual break up with his stripper girlfriend. It was the low point of his life and he was now obsessed with the thought that he could have picked up an STD.

He was a young man at the time who had no friends, he was a loner to say the least. During his high school years he was bullied and always yearned for a protector, which was something he found a year after he had graduated. We will call this young man Aaron, as I am not at liberty to release his real name. So the young man known as Aaron desired to move away from the area he lived in to the other side of the city. But he couldn't as he didn't have a job. Still living at home with his parents at the age of 19 he applied for job after job. Finally after nearly 2 months he got a job on opposite end of town. He would be selling sporting goods. The next phase of his life was about to begin.