I had been going through a long period of sexual drought, several months to be exact and the process of self gratification was simply not the same as feeling the heat of another one's body. But no matter how hard I tried I could not satisfy this biological need. I had been frequenting the massage parlors, but with the women of the parlors there was no feeling with them. The whole process was nothing more than mechanical and distant sensations. It was like a man that rolled along an assembly line of pleasures and was being touched by the ice cold steel hand's of robots.
At night I would lie in my bed and look up at the ceiling wondering if I would be able to satisfy my forbidden desires. I tried to fantasize about my dream girl but my mind kept drawing blanks. No longer could I imagine a sexual fantasy with a girl. I would just lie there with a black space on the visual screen of my mind. Sometimes I would go on the internet but I realized that I had become desensitized to porn. I knew that the only thing that would satisfy me would be the heat of a real woman. If and when this would ever happen again, only God would know.
Then one night I fell asleep and woke up to an image of a half naked big breasted black haired beauty sitting on top of me. Slowly she started to undress me as I could feel the tips of her nails gently rake across my chest. She would then move in towards me for the kiss, but then pull back. She continued to tease me with her lips, tongue and her fingertips. The whole time she smiled while talking dirty to me. But there was nothing I could do to her as she had me tied down to the bed. I woke up in a pool of sweat stained sheets as my heart pounded in my ears, I noticed as well that I had scratch marks on my chest. I hoped she would come back tomorrow night to finish what she had started.
The next night I went to bed early but was unable to fall asleep due to the excitement of possibly seeing her again. Then finally I fell asleep and she appeared again, but this time completely naked. I was still tied to the bed, she quickly tore all of my clothes off and mounted me for twenty minutes and finished what she had started yesterday. As soon as she had completed satisfying me she disappeared. I then woke up with semen covered bedsheets and did not know exactly what had happened. But nevertheless I had got what I wanted and needed so badly. I hoped she would come and see me again in the future when I was in desperate need.
I didn't see her again for another nine months until one night I fell asleep and she appeared at the side of my bed with a baby in her arms and said, "Would you like to hold your baby son?"